underneath the stars *

lend a hand, or two

2011-03-15T01:33:00.003+08:00

i believe everyone has heard about the recent natural disaster that has occurred in japan on march 11. it happened about 6 o'clock. at that moment, i was happily driving around with my friends ready to have our dinner. can you imagine? on the other side of the world, lands were shaking and cracking, waves were roaring into the cities and unfortunately many lives were taken. i only got hold of the news around night time and when i browsed through the internet during late night, the news has circulated all over the world. well, there's really not much to say. i wish for the very best of the japanese and pray that they will recover from the damaged.

i urged that all of you do the same as well. praying can help, so does physical needs. so whenever you walk past donation box, please kindly drop a donation. If everyone in the world just donate one dollar, they will have 6 billion dollars. and i know that many of us is capable of donating more than just one dollar.

Blue

2011-03-02T00:36:00.003+08:00

i know, i know. i havent been updating. now, i'm trying to revive my blog from the grave. hopefully, it wont die again. i'll try my best to update, i promise. and now that i just realise that this is the first post of the year 2011. and it's already march. anyway, happy new year :P

i've been dancing a lot lately. and when i mean a lot, it means EVERYDAY. performances after performances. it's rather tiring actually but judging myself from the past, i guess i've grown tremendously, technically saying. where i dance? Taylors Dance Club nevertheless. :)

well, that wasnt really what i wanted to talk about today. i want to give credit to this english band called BLUE. it's a rather well-known band back in the days and i love their songs. back in the days, around 2001 i suppose, when i was barely 10 years old, i listened to their songs all the time along with westlife's but that's another story. and because technology wasnt as prevailing and far-reaching compared to the now, i never have any of their songs in my PC (noticed that i didnt use laptop?) just recently, i caught back with them and started tuning in to their songs again all thanks to the radio. their singles such as one love, you make me wanna, sorry seems to be the hardest words and all rise are all nostalgic and magnificent. and the members are all formidable. their main genre revolved around pop and R&B and the upbeat tunes are excellent to dance with.

so go check it out :D

limits.

2010-10-23T23:19:00.013+08:00

everyone has their limit and so do i.

i'm not a person who gets annoyed or irritated easily but as i stated previously, i have my limits. and there's really no point of apologizing over and over again when nothing's going to change. when you dont realize what you have done.

yes, i dont point out whats your mistake in your face because i will never want to make things awkward and if i do that, i would really feel extremely guilty.

but there's really no reason not to look at your own mistakes.

i'm not saying i'm not wrong or i'm absolutely right, i did criticise myself every possible way i could. but there's only so much i can say or do.

do not think you know me very well because you always observe me, because there's a lot more you really do not know.

because the things you observe and see are the things i allow you to see. those are things i show. i'm a lot smarter than you think.

you should really stop, because the closer you get, the further i'll distance.

do not force yourself or me in this. because things will definitely get worse.

i'm not asking you, i'm telling you.

september babes!

2010-09-06T00:11:00.004+08:00

it's september, dears!

3 months more till the end of the year.

how fast can time flies right?

trials in one week and finals in one month time.

excited, definitely not. not nervous either.

i went to college today, studied from 11 onwards. till 4. non stops. i ate breakfast rather late, so lunch was necessary at all. well, the most productive day of all those days during the holiday, i conclude. surprisingly, i can still be this calm even though trials is just next week. i realize as i grew older, i procrastinate more and care less for what i used to put my heart into. i want to still care about i just couldnt anymore. are you having the same dilemma as me?

good night. :)

2010-08-14T12:43:00.003+08:00

i probably should be studying now and i am actually. just in front of my laptop. after blogging, i'll be off-ing my laptop and i really mean it this time. having chemistry test on monday during our break. sad isnt, no break for us. trials is about 1 month time, and i was planning to apply uni using my trials results. and i know how important this it to me, how important it is for me to study everyday and get good results, but i just couldnt help it i guess. i got so caught up with loads of stuff. i know i know, dancing. my mom once told me not to be addict to you, and i was so confident that i wont then, but now i'm starting to doubt it. gosh, i need control.

friday has officially been a day out for me, we usually end class early at about 1 and we are free to do whatever after that. nowadays, i've been going out every friday till late night (which is before 12, i do have curfew) but it is fun hanging out with them. all the jokes and laughters. next time, the girls should join me too. yes, referring to you, aun and joee. :)

happy-go-lucky

2010-08-03T23:53:00.003+08:00

happy-go-lucky was never the word to describe me. and i guess the only one who would describe me using such words is weishin and that was purely based on first impression. i never knew i can give people such impression, but that was back then. i tried asking other people now, and the response i get was 'cool'. drastic change dont you think.

well, today is only the second day of the week and i can already conclude that the word 'unproductive' can relate to the whole week. procrastination seriously can be the worst habit of all. and i hate that the fact i'm a sleeper, i sleep a lot. i couldnt control my exhaustion and i collapsed into the embrace of my lovely bed. and there goes my hours-for-homework.

despite all THAT, i still go for dancing. i probably shouldnt have. but oh well, you cant keep me away from that. we are having another performance this thursday. i used to love going to dance, and i still do, is just that, something or someone been bothering me. and everytime i thought of it, it makes me dreadful. gosh, hate myself for avoiding problems like this.

it's midnight. and i just finished the appendices for moral written assignments. why o why do we have to study moral? i really dont mind doing it if i haven't already got millions of homework tie to my hands.

off to bed now. sleeper i am. :)

exhausted.

2010-08-02T19:13:00.001+08:00

urgh! feel like killing myself. seriously. god save me.

2010-07-26T21:11:00.002+08:00

saturday night has been an exceptionally great night, despite all the headache, body ache, neck pain and etc. call me sentimental but i dont care, because i'll always remember that night (or day).

my high school held an annual award ceremony (prize giving and commencement). i was receiving an award (or more, i didnt even what other awards i was getting till i got there). well, it's the first year that they held it in CILC. the whole ceremony was well-planned, so grand, so relaxing. somehow, it really felt like graduation day partly due to the black robes that we were suppose to wear. meeting back my teachers, observing the prefects doing their duties, walking down the lane with a candle in the hand and singing our school songs were really some nostalgic moments for me. going back to school brings back all these memories and going back there with my friends (david, weishin, karmoon) was even more emotionall for me. i miss my school dearly.

i was honoured to receive Dato Pilus Gold Award. for the first time, my citation will be read and got the privilage to sign the book of excellence. and to add icing on top of the cake, david get to read it for me. :D standing on the stage waiting for david to finish my citation, that moment was unforgettable. though i think in reality, it only took a few minutes but for me, it was as if i stood there for an hour or so. i stood there, smiling and looking at david occasionally, didnt know what else to do actually other than to smile and look awesome. :) i thanks david and turned to our guest to receive the award- a gold scroll, a gold medal, a pen with my name crave on it and s surprise gift. with my tiny palm, it was all too much for me to hold. but as a courtesy, i need to shake hands with the guest. so i hold on to all my awards in one hand, barely, and shook her hand. i walked my way to the table, put down the prizes, greeted datin, sat down, open the cover of the pen, signed my name, closed the cover, stood up, shook datin hands, took my prizes and walked down. i have marked my name on the school's history. done.

cocktail session was great. i got to talk and meet with loads of teachers, friends, principals, Dr.Rizal and datin. i was really happy not entirely because of the award, but because of the recognition i get from everyone. i would not want all the attention on me, but truthfully, getting recognise for what you have done, gives it a meaning and knowing that everything you have put your heart into is appreciate and not go to waste. that's what counts. thank you cempaka.

after that, i had an awesome night with my F.A.M.I.L.Y. finally, i couldnt remember the last time we hanged out like how we did that night. went to sing k till 3 in the morning and ate mcdonald till 4.30. chit chat, laughed, joked and everything else. went back and slept over in my house. officially slept at 6. i'm looking forward to another of this kind of outting. it meant a lot, it really does. :) the ones who are always here for me, no matter what, i love you guys.

productive day indeed

2010-07-19T23:30:00.002+08:00

like i previously mentioned, monday blues seriously does not work for our class, well, as least, it does not have any effect on me anymore. surprisingly, i did not fall asleep or attempt to fall asleep during any lessons. even for maths.

and i finally manage to study without distractions in the library. you see, trials is in like erm 70++ days and my progress is well, you dont want to know. and today, i manage to absorb some formulas, some numbers, some graphs into my head. not only that, i finished writing my chemistry write-up report. *satisfaction indeed.

shall keep it up. :)

leave me alone

2010-07-14T22:14:00.024+08:00

well, i didnt mean to abandon my blog. it just happened. like how a series of events has occurred for the past few weeks. it just happened unexpectedly. i actually wrote a few posts, posted it up and the next minute, i just deleted it. and post count has stucked at 140 posts for i dont know how many months. and for an old blogger like me, it is pretty pathetic in fact.

i told you. i'll push you away if you are too close. you didnt listen. i ended up hurting you and myself. i did somehow realised that i really did care and for a moment there, i really wanted to give you a chance. but so many reasons pull me back from doing so. but if you want to move on, go ahead. because i dont rush and i like to go with the flow. if you cant handle that, thats too bad.

about the other thing, maybe i'm getting really hot tempered these days. but i really cant control it. i dont usually say it out but, it really bugs me when people trying to step into my business. after i determine that a particular person is annoying (which dont usually happens) , the closer the person get, the further i'll distance. so grab that hint, leave me and my business alone before i start to ignore.

i'm sorry. i have been in some sort of situation which drives me emotionally. when everything else seem so negative, there's always something you'll get or learn. it really depends how you see it. in my opinion, all these really stimulate me to grow mentally, as in taught me to become more mature and stronger indirectly. somehow i feel i become more emotionless though. hahaha. :) thats all for now.

holiday activities.

2010-06-15T22:26:00.008+08:00

time for new post, dont you think? i've opened up a few new posts during the holiday but somehow, i just couldnt start typing or start updating. i guess i've not much to update despite all the busy schedule i have during the holidays. i shall just start with the most recent activity i had.

CAL prom performance :D

i didnt take much photos that night. so do check facebook. most of the photos are there. :D

so next, the stayover in my house. hahah. with nancy.

random outing after dance practice. in sakae sushi.

finally, dance practice. :D dont you think the monster is CUTE ??? david drew it, sadly i didnt take any photos of him.

stay tune. :D

2010-05-23T22:42:00.001+08:00

so yesterday, i started a new post.

and i typed out a few sentences down. and then, i back spaced it not knowing what to continue further. used to be an avid blogger. not anymore. why oh why?

well, holiday just started. i'm determined to catch up with my studies using these two weeks time. some might think i'm a nerd or something. but not for the SAM students. they would understand what i mean. with all the red marks and borderline grades, not studying during the holiday would be my stupidest action ever. of course, i wouldnt forget to relax and have fun. thats the whole point of holiday isnt it? haha.

i got serious muscle ache when i woke up today morning. due to the technique class yesterday. harsh but i had fun. many thanks to nancy dear. anyway, even turning the steering wheel was a rather difficult movement for me. so we had our dance practice today with nancy, aun, emily and billy. eujo was there later. after i have to fetch them home. unfortunately we got lost on the way to yeeaun's house. yeeaun who cannot remember the way to her house lead us to wrong direction. manage to reach her house at last with sueteng's help who is not even there with us in the car. (we called her) after that, we got lost again on the way back to cheras. and there was jam jam jam everywhere. reach home at 8. hahah.

photos will be up soon. :D

2010-05-20T18:21:00.002+08:00

yes! i finished all my mid sem papers. and it ended with a shitty paper.

is really safe to say that i screwed my maths paper. i left the last question blank. yes emptiness again.

and unfortunately the last question consists of a few sub questions. so i lost loads of marks there.

oh well. i'm hoping only to pass my papers now. A20?? currently too far away to grasp.

do feel guilty for disappointing all my lecturers who put so much effort in teaching us but ended up getting a failing grade from me. truly sorry :P

so a few months more to final examinations for SAM. a few months more left in taylors.

shall start studying now? ahahah.

before that, my schedule is filled with piles of plans and events. mostly going out with friends though. :D looking forward to it.

i believe in fate.

2010-05-19T15:41:00.003+08:00

so i finished 3 of my papers. the three studying subjects. (bio, econ and chem)

and let me tell you, it is the worst papers i ever did despite the fact that i couldnt manage my time properly. i have no extra time for bio, left a few question blank. yes, blank. dont even know whats the question. and econ, i managed to finish all the essay questions which worth A LOT. left some questions empty as well.

and do applause, i managed to fill in at least a sentence or two for every questions for chem papers. so theres no blank. but i dont think it makes any difference because i know i'm going to get it wrong anyways.

well. i'm having maths tomorrow. maths which USED TO BE my best subject is now my worst one. despite that i still love you, maths. please let me score tomorrow. hahaha. :D

good luck to those sitting for accounts and maths tomorrow.

modesty

2010-05-13T22:02:00.003+08:00

i dont understand why is it that difficult to just be modest.

maybe indirectly i'm trying to advice myself not to brag as well. who knows :D

life full of laughter

2010-05-12T23:16:00.001+08:00

" all i'm after is a life full of laughter. "

-Daughtry, Life After Me

happy mothers day

2010-05-09T19:34:00.002+08:00

happy mother's day, mom.

i would really want to take some extra time to express my gratitude, since she has been facing loads of problem this year, including her health and all.

despite the conflicts i always have with her since young, i still love her.

she is truly a strong and independent woman, a responsible mother and a caring wife.

she can be really unreasonable sometimes, and i dont blame her, our family members have an attitude of indomitable. as if we cannot lose in any fight. (except for my elder sis though)

therefore, we always have arguments when different opinions arose.

i guess this is the way we communicate and i'm totally fine with it.

i'm sorry, mommy if i get on your nerves sometimes. i know i'm wrong. :P hahaha.

i love you :D

The gift

2010-05-03T23:59:00.005+08:00

yesterday i went to the popular and finally bought one of the few books i intended to purchase for quite some time. everytime i go to the bookstore, i'll be staring at those few books and utilizing very brain cells i have to ponder whether i should buy them. i usually end up empty-handed. because i was afraid that i might just let the books to rot at home after buying them.

so this time, i made up my mind and bought this book-The Gift by Cecelia Ahern. the first ever novel that i read was also fairly written by Cecelia Ahern. (If you could see me now). i still clearly remember the plot of the story. the story was magnificent. hopefully, The Gift will not let me down. :)

BUT...

i brought it to college today because i was so eager to read the book. HOWEVER, i end up losing the book. :( i left it in the drawer (i think) and when i came back, it was gone. i would really curse the person who took my book but then again, the book is just too irresistible to the extent that anyone who sees it, must take it huh? to whoever who took my book, please return it and if you want to borrow it, just ASK me.

a new member to the to do list

2010-04-27T20:16:00.003+08:00

after dinner, i took a break before dumping my brain into the pile of books of chemistry and mathematics. you see, tomorrow my chemistry exam and the mathematics direct investigation. the chemistry topic that is going to be tested may seem easy, but i doubt that it'll be a piece of cake. and dont get me started with the maths lessons. haha. one word-difficult.

back to the topic, so my dad was watching the travel and living food channel (in case you dont know, is channel 707 on astro). is not an everyday activity that you can get the opportunity to catch a sight of my dad or i watching this kind of channel. my dad rarely speak in english, let alone watching english-expressed channel. as for me, i just simply dont watch food channel. i got the misconception of these channel being boring and dull. so, my dad was kind of attracted to the beef. it does look delicious and you dont get that from me very often. i'm a seafood-lover and pork,beef-hater. i sat down on the sofa and started watching the programme.

they also introduced a doughnut-like pastry. its called beignet. its a french pastry made from deep-fried dough and sprinkled with sugar. and apparently the best beignet is in new orleans (Cafe Du Monde). the pastry looks really mouthwatering and HENCE, i just added a new item into my long term to-do list: to visit Cafe Du Monde in New orleans to have a taste on the beignet!

2010-04-26T01:08:00.002+08:00

i'm tired.

screw morning blues.

2010-04-19T20:16:00.005+08:00

i woke up extra early in the morning just because today is MONDAY.

my sister actually told me that monday will the day with most cars on the roads and highways out of the other days.

so to avoid jam, i have to leave the house early. and stupidly i parked my car quite far from my house yesterday night.

so i have to walk to my car under the pitch dark sky.

i was convincing myself that nothings going to happen. you see, i'm afraid of dark. :D

so i started the engine and stepped on the accelerator pedal at my fastest speed.

i wasnt in the mood or anything, wasnt extremely happy or down. but.

despite the myth of monday blues, i began to suspect that my classmates are taking caffeine.

i began my morning with laughters and enthusiasm, which is the perfect morning to start.

thanks to my classmates. haha. therefore, screw morning blues.

too close

2010-04-17T15:36:00.003+08:00

i really hope that you dont stick too close to me

if you never ever thought of staying by my side.

because i might push you away

just to protect myself.

college bits.

2010-04-13T01:19:00.004+08:00

it's 1.30 in the morning and the only reason which i stayed up so late is to study.

i'm sitting for a rather important bio test tomorrow.

i got bored and couldnt resist from blogging.

so here's a little scoop about my daily college life.

heres the very very shy randy, who refuse to let me snap a photo of him. he'll be the only boy when priyalji leave. :( and i guess he'll be bullied by us girls from now on.

'snowflake'. the awesome dessert they served. yum. i should bring joshua along one day.

sue mama who is trying to take a picture of me while i took a pic of her. hahah. and if you noticed, on the table, theres the bio notes. we were studying in 'snowflake' and got bored.

sanitizer!!!! one of the usual items in our class. no idea why. it seem like people are getting more hygienic and i'm not. by the way, this is yeeaun's. she misplaced it and took home a lab forceps instead.

my to-do list. 'to smile' was written by meiyi and someone 'ruined' it. and dont need me to elaborate more on who's the person.

meiyi's awesome reminder. :)

nescafe. another usual item in our class. to energize ourselves. i prefer mocha. latte too sugary.

thats about it. hope i'll update soon.

college friends.

2010-04-11T14:30:00.007+08:00

i realized i haven't post any updates about my college friends/classmate.

well, this is the best time to do it, since my assignments are lesser and i have already know them for 3 months now. :)

the 3 boys in our class. 3 vs 18

experimenting during bio.

joee and weeru. totally remind me of the lan video.

the cute joee.

sheng nee.

little emily.

tsui ling.

sue mama.

sutha.

class rep yeeaun.

the kinky meiyi.

the betrayer, ryan.

yii yii. i miss you

the one who always forward message to me, yee yin.

chem partner, shu jing.

the quiet randy.

joey. :)

sharon.

presentation partner, yeeling

the first person i know, yi qian

the meimei, amelia

boy #3, priyalji :D

Little wonders

2010-04-11T13:55:00.004+08:00

'little wonders' by Rob Thomas.

Let it go,

Let it roll right off your shoulder

dont you know the hardest part is over

let it in,

let your clarity define you in the end.

we will only just remember how it feels.

Our lives are made

in these small hours

these little wonders,

these twists 7 turns of fate

time falls away,

but these small hours,

these small hours still remain

let it slide,

let your troubles fall behind you

let it shine

until you feel it all around you

and i dont mind

it its me you need to turn to

we'll get by

it's the heart that really matter in the end

our lives are made

in these small hours

these little wonders,

these twists & turns of fate

time falls away

but these small hours

these small hours still remain

all of my regret

will wash away some how

but i cannot forget

the way i feel right now

in these small hours

these little wonders

these twists & turns of fate

time falls away but these small hours

these small hours, still remain, still remain

these little wonders

these twists & turns of fate

time falls away

but these small hours

these little wonders still remain

april post

2010-04-07T01:11:00.003+08:00

my first april post. :)

well, what can i say more, assignments, assignments, assignments.

i've never been so hardcore with my homework.

last week, i burned the midnight oil till around 4 in the morning to finish up the work i left undone. woke up 2 hours later.

compare to the others, i'm still just normal.

some of them dont even sleep. i wonder how they manage that.

sleep is like my ultimate hobby.

i seriously have to stop procrastinating. :D

off to sleep.

worst holiday?

2010-03-27T22:43:00.003+08:00

well, holiday is coming to an end.

it didnt feel much like a holiday actually.

while others have just started their school again, we were at home or probably out enjoying our holiday.

it is an advantage, shopping mall was more quieter and have less shoppers.

i went to sunway pyramid few days ago with a bunch of college friends. my first outing with them.

we went ice skating and like i mentioned it earlier, there was much less skaters.

less skaters means less collision and less falls. :)

other days, i blamed it on the taiwanese drama though for my procrastination on homework and assignments.

i wasted three days watching it and i regretted.

my piles of homework and assignments are really scaring me.

well, this is college isnt it.

i bet the SAM students will agree. :D

i've been doing loads of thinking since the year 2010 started.

and my emotions are going on a roller coaster ride since then. it sucks.

the feeling of lost is really killing me.

first, it was the course i'm going to pursue.

then, it was the subjects i'm going to take.

maybe, i didnt admit this to anyone.

but i didnt feel comfortable or to be more specific, fit in in my college.

during high school, i was there for so long that i created a comfort zone for myself.

i knew everyone and everyone knew me. i felt warm and cosy there.

i wasnt as excited as everyone else when i started college because i was uncertain about the course i took. i was uncertain about my will and my dreams.

however, i was delighted to meet new friends.

then, i started comparing myself with them. it was nice knowing them, dont get me wrong. they are really friendly. :)

eventually, my self-esteem got lower and lower as time past.

and i started doubting myself in every possible ways. the kind of person i've become and much more. i become really jealous or sensitive about petty stuff.

the fear of me changing or pretending so that they'll accept me, in the end led me to do so.

because i dont feel like i'm welcome in certain ways which i blame it on myself.

it is actually very simple, but i guess i just made it very complicated huh.

i'm just so frustrated with everything.

so sorry people, i just want to let it out for good. :)

disappointment

2010-03-24T17:35:00.002+08:00

" you cant imagine how disappointment i am with myself. "

swimming gala 2010.

2010-03-09T18:53:00.007+08:00

this post is written specially for DAVID KAM who is in uk, weishin who cant attend and joshualam who DONT wanna attend.

and yes, is swimming gala.

it is the first year that swimming gala is held in CILC.

i went there really early to help out with my sister's synchronized swimming team. i helped them sew the sequins onto their head accessories, helped them prepared themselves, helped them put blusher (hahahaha. :D).

i actually sew the sequins onto her costume the day before swimming gala. it took me 6 hours.

well, it was a lot of hard work, truthfully saying. though, the satisfaction was enjoyable after my sis and i finished it. :)

so, swimming gala was fun, i guess.

though, less booths were held this year. the variety of games and foods as compared with previous years wasnt that convincing.

i have to thank karmoon for accompanying me, though. took some photos. enjoy.

preparing to sew.

green and purple sequins

i sew the blue and green one.

the un-sequin-ed suit.

weicher

cafeteria?

chinese drum performance.

CILC. somehow it looks a bit like cheras champus.

SAM Fiesta

2010-03-07T01:53:00.003+08:00

hey.

so yesterday our college organised 'SAM fiesta' for all the awesome SAM students.

my friends and i took part in it as a dance crew, called RSC. which kinda stands for Rising Star Crew. lame huh. haha.

i did hiphop and latin.

it was actually my first latin performance. after i did the hiphop, we only had 1 minute to change. basically, i just stripped violently in the room beside the stage, thinking about nothing, but to change on time.

and applause please, i changed on time. :D did my latin with my partner, eu jo and 2 other couples. the awesome nancy, the super-duper tall david, the ballroom dancer melody and lame sandeep. thanks guys.

the performance was brilliant i guess.

sadly, weishin, joshua and karmoon didnt stay through the whole event. :( want to hang out with them actually.

so we just danced the whole night and went makan in ac.

btw, thanks chan yew for fetching me all the way back to my house even when you stay nearby the school.

thats it.

nancy the make up artist. lol

treasurer yee aun!

melody with her make up.

nancy. :D

camwhoring.

for more photos, do check out the facebook.

laziness

2010-02-27T23:25:00.002+08:00

oh my gosh. i so need to update my blog frequently. lol.

been very busy and LAZY to update. haha. mind me. :)

will update soon.

chinese new year

2010-02-17T23:08:00.002+08:00

hope that i'm not too late to wish everyone

happy chinese new year :)

this chinese new year has been the most relaxing one among the celebrations in previous years.

we didnt visit all our relatives though we have a rather small group of relatives.

we just chilled and watched movies. hahah

which is actually kind of nice. just among us, as in my family members. :)

and soon, i just realised this might just be the last chinese new year for me if i ever decide to study aboard next year. (excluding australia, because they come back for holiday)

time just flies, doesnt it? lol

Whatever will be

2010-02-11T20:05:00.004+08:00

'Whatever will be' by Tammin Sursok

i finally learned to say

wahtever will be will be

i learned to take

The good, the bad and breathe

'Cause although we like

to know what life's got planned

no one knows if shooting stars will land.

a wonderful song which teaches a life lesson. :)

the true image of snow. :)

2010-02-09T23:05:00.001+08:00

bottom are some photos i discovered when i was browsing the net.

this is why i LOVE winter so much. :D

updates

2010-02-09T18:19:00.002+08:00

firstly, i PASSED my driving test. :D

i wasnt really nervous till i actually sat on the driver's seat of the car.

unfortunately, i got a really sucky car. first, i cant adjust the seat in order to move forward. Hence, my entire left leg had to straighten in order to press the clutch. though, is wasnt completely the fault of the car, i have short legs. :D

next, the gear shrift was kind of old, it makes changing gear harder than usual. thank goodness to my awesome skill :P i managed to finish the test all in one go.

i guess i was lucky, i got a lady examiner who is really friendly. it smoothened the tension for a bit. i'll start to drive to school soon when my mom thinks i'm ready. :) good luck to the new driver.

. . .

i had a student council interview today.

i was only notified about the interview today.

standing outside the door, separated by a concrete wall, waiting for my turn, i was really tense and stressed. i could hardly listen to what joee and yeeaun were discussing. sorry :P

i was thinking all the possible question they might ask and nevertheless the best answers i can perhaps offer.

then, i went into the room, introduced myself and answered all their question. there's time i stammered and hesitated. but conclusion is that, it went well. despite what's the result it might turn out to be.

well, i must thank yeeaun too. :D

stay tune for the nest post. :)

fantasy

2010-02-03T17:54:00.001+08:00

i noticed my last post was jan 25 and i just realised that i'm such a bad blogger.

maybe one of the reason my blog is not up to date is because i don't know how to transfer my feelings into well-written 'essay'.

well, is FEBRUARY.

and i'm still kind of lost in my own fantasy, the time is moving faster than i can possibly imagine. i can literally feel the reality is leaving me behind, while i'm still trying to get hold of it.

the 3 weeks holiday after spm have turned me into some lazy, useless, idle, hopeless, futile person. everything i do now is so unproductive. hahaha

somehow the enthusiasm is gradually fading

i should really step up the pace and stop being so LAZY!!

someone remind me please. :D

2010-01-25T22:12:00.001+08:00

i was very down these days due to a particular reason which i was too embarrassed to spill out.

the problem has been stalking me day and night.

fortunately, i confronted her and somehow it was all a silly misunderstanding.

more like, i misunderstood her actually. :P

somehow, i felt uncomfortable since the first day of college

i felt like i was pretending, maybe?

and i wasnt myself.

but now, it's all fine.

and i shall enjoy college for real. :D

2010-01-21T07:38:00.000+08:00

hey, readers.
i'm currently blogging from the computer in my college's library.
i reached especially early today due to the fact that my sis just discovered a new path to taylors.
and let me tell you that this road is much faster than the usual one we used.
usually i'll be reaching 5 minutes to 8 but today i reached at 7:20!! XD

anyway, yesterday was a down day for me.
no matter what i did, it seem that everything i did was all for nothing.
well, they said feelings or moods are contagious.
i felt really bad after that because i think i've totally showed my emotion to my friends.
causing them to step away from me.

at night, i went for my dance lessons.

i'm glad that i did.

dancing is my passion. :)

i can completely forget about everything and release my stress when i dance.

this is how important dance is to me.

after that, i dont feel depressed at all, in fact, i felt i could do anything, like there's no obstacle.

i wish all of you can find something that can release your stress like me. :D

college life.

2010-01-15T20:01:00.000+08:00

sorry for the late update. :P

anyway, wednesday was my first day of college.

we had orientation and was after that assigned to our mentors

and finally we met our new classmates! :)

my class has only 3 guys and well 18 girls including me.

the ratio is 1:6. hahaha.

i met some new friends like weeru, rachel, nicole, joee, shu jing, emily, ryan....

and of course i still stick to my old friends (ws and km) from time to time.

sometimes, our break crashed together and that's the time which we can get together and have lunch or so.

first day of college surprised me when the seniors crowded in front of the college to sell their books. it was similar with the scene in pasar malam.

second day of college, i was slightly late to class :p

well, blame it on the traffic jam. i needed 1 hour to reach taylors.

i really do appreciated my sister for sending me everyday and has to endure with the torturing session of the jam.

i bought most of my books that day and the calculator as well.

i was really fascinated by the calculator :P it can draw graph but it costed me RM320!

the books werent cheap too.

today is my third day of college and i still havent catch up with the fact that i'm already in college. haha.

i really do miss high school.

i guess i still cant cope with new environment, the puzzling moment when i have to choose what to wear instead of the prefect uniform, the freedom to eat in any restaurant across the street, the 1 hour break, the book-less lessons and incapability to spend time with ws, km, josh and david.

anyway, got to go.

will update next time. :)

dilemma

2010-01-07T02:23:00.000+08:00

i'm uncertain if i made the wrong decision.

but i'll just have to take the risk and keep moving forward.

i'll just have to work harder than anybody else to get what i desire.

i'm afraid, not about the present choice i made but the effects that come after that.

what if the result is not what i wanted?

what if i regret my decision?

sometimes, i do resent myself for not having the resolution that i should have.

i kept thinking and changing my path.

because i dont know what i want, so if the problem is such, then how am i suppose to work harder to get what i desire when i dont even know what i desire.

everytime, i set my mind on a certain option, an event or a person will surely pull me back to my original position.

i'm getting very sicked of these.

i need to have a strong determination, seriously.

a new year

2010-01-03T21:00:00.000+08:00

hey readers.

first of all,

happy new year.

it'll be a wonderful year ahead, for me at least.

stepping into the world of colleges, i'm ever so excited about it.

in one more week, i'm going to college. :D

anyhow, i went shopping with my family today.

pavilion's the location.

saw voon fei there, god, i miss him, miss his lame jokes and his unlimited insult. XP

saw walter there too. hasnt change much.

i bought 2 pairs of earrings, 1 sunglass and 2 shirt.

the last time i shopped this much was way before spm trial. hahaha

glad that i went out today.

i have been very lonely recently. :(

hasnt meet my friends for quite some time (except joshua, met in yesterday)

weishin's in hk, david's in kedah and km is no where to be found.

oh well.

wish joshua:

good luck in college. :)

last day of spm

2009-12-28T14:34:00.000+08:00

i know this post is overdue.

my upcoming post will be all about my high school life. sorry.

been very busy to update. :P

that day was the last day of spm.

took a few pictures before we left. :D

i'm REALLY going to miss high school.

miss my uniform already.

merry christmas

2009-12-25T23:06:00.001+08:00

the day is ending soon.

i would like to wish everyone

merry christmas

before it is too late. :P

i've been very packed during christmas' eve.

listen L license in the morning, sing k during the afternoon and christmas party till midnight.

barely had time to fill my stomach.

this year christmas wasn't bad, despite the fact that we didn't do much.

however, is still christmas where everything is bless and complaining wouldn't do much good either.

lastly, congrats to those who achieve excellent result for pmr.

and for those who aren't satisfy, dont give up and work harder.

pmr result is not everything, is just part of it. :)

good night

undang-undang

2009-12-20T23:07:00.000+08:00

i finally spare some time to go listen undang-undang which i initially wanted to go before spm.

too bad, i got caught up by too many activities before spm. :D

anyway, i was accompanied by karmoon. thank god.

to my surprise, we met some friends :)

we met afina kong, max seet, hao yu, xinyou, bryan. lol.

i guess the reason was that that day was right after spm.

most form 5 cant wait to drive i guess. haha.

the office was really crowded and i just couldnt tolerate people taking advantage of that by cutting line like they are not wrong.

the first part of undang was boring. the second part was funny though.

wednesday is our undang test. wish us luck!

xinyou

book ang i pod. :)

Prom night 2009.

2009-12-16T20:33:00.000+08:00

yesterday was the BOMB

well, of course. it was OUR prom. :)

the performers was not bad. i laughed my ass off.

ching jin should go buy lottery or something. :D

lastly, we have to thank the prom community.

they did a fanstatic job.

ellya.

her twin brother, bernard

muhaimin

grace :)

the sweet couple.

jason.

joon ming

2 brown hair.

joshua.

cheng fai.

joshua and huay jien.

avelyn.

huay jien.

wen wu. :D

jasmine.

marcus.

RE, woon yin.

victor, weishin and me

princess karmoon.

waihoe.

joshua again.

david.

DO, jiayin.

lin!

loupo and me.

i gonna miss you guys.

class of 2009. :D

the end

2009-12-08T17:35:00.000+08:00

3 hours ago. i finished the 1 month-long spm.

it marks a full stop to my high school life and the beginning of college life.

while everyone is happily celebrating the end of spm,

sorrow wanders around me.

leaving high school, parting from my friends, deserted from the events and activities

though i knew these would come eventually

but it would be a lie if i said that i'm not depressed in certain ways

oh well, i'll be sure to go back very often since i'll be staying here for another year before i head to somewhere further

i cannot describe the mixture of emotions in words right now

depressed, joy, confused, free, fear all in one. :D

of course, i would like to express my deepest gratitude to my parents, my sisters, my teachers, principal (pn aimi, pn choo) and dr. rizal. thank you so much.

pictures of testimonial, leadership night and much more will be up soon. :D

2009-10-17T01:16:00.000+08:00

inspiring.

2009-10-11T21:55:00.000+08:00

smile and get over it.

hardcore

2009-10-08T23:25:00.000+08:00

i just ended my last trial paper (art) half a hour ago.

yes, at 11 PM !

too hardworking huh?

i am truly exhausted.

going to sleep. :)

100

2009-09-27T23:38:00.000+08:00

finally, i reached my grand 100th post.

i started this blog in the beginning of last year and i accidentally deleted it.

then again, i revived it in september 2008.

in 1 year time, i wrote a hundred post.

thats not exactly a wonderful achievements.

imagine.

in 365 days, theres only 100 days which i took the initiative to blog.

i promise to be more committed. lol. :)

2009-09-27T17:48:00.000+08:00

i hate myself for being super duper SENSITIVE. :(

supper

2009-09-23T00:13:00.000+08:00

is 12. 14 in the morning,

i just cooked myself a magee.

and the funny thing is that i claimed that i was extremely full during dinner.

i suddenly felt like the hungriest person in the world.

actually, i was too lazy too cook.

but.... couldn't stand the emptiness in my stomach.

i felt like a pregnant lady. lol

and now, i have to stay up a little later

so that the food can be digested and then i wouldn't feel so full. :(

2009-09-22T00:47:00.000+08:00

i edited it. :P

editing

2009-09-20T20:13:00.000+08:00

i love you, photobucket. :P

- - -

i've been into photo editing recently.

realized the beauty of it.

how it can prettify a picture.

such a delicate process.

trials is not over yet.

1 week plus more to go.

let's hope that i'll do well in this exam.

blessed

2009-09-18T18:14:00.000+08:00

i had an awesome birthday

despite the fact that the day landed on my trials.

never the less, the school announced that today's holiday. :D

i feel gratitude to my friends who gave the surprise.

love you guys the most. :)

- - -

he said:

'life's a gamble'

he also said:

'the happiest you're with, then that's the one'

i thought over and over.

i felt like an ungrateful *****

last time, i wished every of my dreams to come true.

and now it did, but i couldn't feel that joy, i feel breathless, worn out, fake and unhappy.

afraid to make another mistake again.

but this is life, dont try and you'll never know. :)

trials.

2009-09-01T23:49:00.000+08:00

good luck to all FORM 5.

this is it. :D

prefects socials 2009

2009-08-31T00:08:00.000+08:00

had an amazing night in brenda's and edmond's house on friday.

not many showed up but we managed to make it worth attending for.

anyway, thanks brenda and edmond.

stayed in joshua's hse the whole day

xinyi

pohlyn

zenna

zoe

crystal

amelia

karmoon who left early

:) sorry, didnt have the time to take pic with the others.

jyin bday celebration

2009-08-29T16:06:00.000+08:00

we had an enjoyable outting on tuesday.

we celebrated jiayin's birthday in sunway lagoon and slept over in her house.

i cant remember the last time i when to sunway lagoon, probably when i was around 7 or 8 years old. :) great to be back there again.

eating lemon as punishment

twister

1 month anniversary

hey hey hey

cupcakes.

other box of cupcakes

changes.

2009-08-23T16:31:00.000+08:00

hey.

i finally change my blogskins.

if you realize, is a totally different style compared to all my previous blogskins.

this is really simple (and nice!).

anyway, i think is better i change it now,

since i wont be able to update frequently anymore.

got very packed schedule of trials.

wish me luck :D

90th

2009-08-15T18:10:00.000+08:00

Finally, i reach my 90th post.

a little to slow, dont you think?

i really got nothing to update this days. :)

anyway, chaos.

MJ rocks.

2009-08-06T21:07:00.000+08:00

the commencement was the bomb.

what a fanstatic way to send july to the past and welcome august.

i totally miss the performance already.

let's hope that we can perform again. :D

What am i doing? what am i thinking now?

2009-08-02T17:21:00.000+08:00

likewise to my title.

been asking myself these.

what am i acting as?

what am i doing?

what am i thinking now?

what am i feeling?

everyone has anger, frustration, depression, disappointment and so much more things that can turn you emotion into a roller coaster ride.

i'm a perfectionist but it doesnt mean i AM perfect.

i get tired and right now i'm exhausted.

not trying to complain though.

SPM is in 109 days. and setara is in like what, 1 month away?

the time is ticking and i'm letting it slip right pass me. how pathetic.

what's my reason for not studying?????

tv? DVD? cinema? laptop? wireless? internet? LAZINESS?

what an excellent excuse.

and i really do need you, actually.

it just that i dont show. because i'm scared.

i really want to talk to you, just talk.

and i hope that even though we are in silence, we can still feel fine. :)

SPLASH!

2009-07-20T23:01:00.000+08:00

Big splash is just over.

First and last time jumping into the pool with my uniform. pity the guys.

definitely going to miss the fun time.

CLASS of 2009.

moodiness

2009-07-13T19:31:00.000+08:00

feel like a HEAVY weight pressuring my heart.

been feeling that since very long time ago.

already used to it or still trying to get use to it?

spring of my life.

2009-07-05T20:39:00.000+08:00

' i'm in the spring of my life. '

i learnt that from Mr. A english lessons.

credits to him.

there's a lot to update about.

.diving

.hospital visit

.cambridge exam

.report card day

oh well, now, i need to deal with some serious issues.

some problems that i face all this while and wasnt able to solve it.

for the first time, i can finally able to breath.

this problem caused me loads of pain and other problems as well.

it made my progress slower and even worst, not moving at all.

but now, i'm learning, slowly and thoroughly without rush.

i want to apologize.

i'm sorry.

and thank you. :)

swine flu

2009-06-24T22:19:00.000+08:00

never in my life that i have ever thought of these days-

when my school close down.

heart-felt 'gratitude' for the swine flu. :P

not only school, even the tuition centre was too afraid to let us in their lessons. lol

cant say that i'm proud of my school for being on the front page of every newspaper.

but is not every day life that we get to experience an 'unnecessary' holiday like this.

well, it is an opportunity for us, especially the fifth and third formers to really dig yourself into the books.

* study biology today.

this is the very first comic book i read few years back.

except that it is translated into malay language.

i love the story and the drawing. :)

Cheer outting

2009-06-21T19:36:00.001+08:00

cheer outting. 13rd june :)

too bad for those who didnt come.

because they get to eat japanese food for lunch. (buffet)

David bday outting

2009-06-17T23:31:00.000+08:00

David's birthday outting. :)

david and his cake

making wishes. XD

staring at his cake.

stare again?

and again.

blow..

can read the words on the cake?

pulling the candles with her mouth.

david's turn.

feeding. :D

weishin turn

karmoon turn.

lastly, joshua's.

his last birthday in high school :(

Back on track

2009-06-12T22:53:00.000+08:00

hey.

been lost for dont know how many millions years. lol

(sorry to exaggerate. ):P

anyway, now is the middle of the night

i'm currently trying my VERY best to complete my moral folio.

( while blogging at the same time )

these are the updates since very long ago.

My sister, Gennie's birthday. :)

happy very belated birthday to her.

Hearts to the world concert

2009-05-31T19:22:00.000+08:00

Hearts to the world concert was a success, i would say. thumbs up to all the probates and prefects.

i feel somehow relieved through its just the beginning of my campaign, but anyway going to have fun.

CADAS: smoking

PAPS: Diabets

STW: Save the world

last mid year exams

2009-05-22T23:29:00.000+08:00

my last mid year exams of my high school life have just past.

my next exam will be the cempaka school trials...

cant wait? lol

the end of sitting for exam only reminds me that the end of my high school life is coming closer by seconds.

doubt?

2009-05-19T17:53:00.000+08:00

i tried not to look and turned away.

When comes to this sort of things, i become very timid and cowardly.

i tends to avoid and put myself away before i get too intimate.

i get very nervous and in a way scared.

it happens every single time.

but i'm still waiting.

the truth is that i really care how you think.

MIA

2009-05-10T22:18:00.000+08:00

firstly,

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

to my mommy.

and to my dear sister, gennie

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

from now, will not be updating of awhile. :) sorry.

extra class

2009-05-09T08:05:00.000+08:00

in school now.
going to have extra class (sejarah) later
but the classroom is locked.

hyper

2009-05-04T18:00:00.000+08:00

penny

super

H Y P E R

today :)

lovely may

2009-05-02T11:44:00.000+08:00

is already m a y.

can you imagine?

so many tasks to do, but so little time.

my to-do-list has already overfilled, but no tick is mark across the list, yet.

how am i going to study with all these rushing around me.

and mid year is in 1 week now.

i could be thinking of how i'm going to carry out my PAPS event now, and the next thing i know i'm drifting off to how much i'm going to spend for IU day, and after that calculating the time i need to finish my artwork which need to pass up by end of this month.

so, what's on my mind now?

the beginning of the ending

2009-04-29T19:37:00.001+08:00

take a breath. this post is going to be a really long one.

filled with updates and photos. :)

first up, cheer practice.

we are back stunts.

hana trying to do splits.

juann & ellya. part of the squad who didnt perform

ellya. peace

abel the poser.

we are back stunts.

training.

posing while ellya took this pic.

eevon and the stunts group

angel drifting off

flyer and spotter bonding

not yawning but cheering

the other cheerleaders

testing the turning thingy with abel

angel camwhoring

abel relaxing

S.E.L

A.D

von and abel

them again :D

brenda and tzuleong

angel sleeping

lepaking

doing pom-poms even the boys

the two.

yehbonne

them again

my dear co captain, angel

pose #1

pose #2

pose #3

pose #4

pose #5

pose #6

around the camera

pose.

emo

piggy back

pose #7

One day before cheer competition,

some of us had to go for MSSDHL handball which cut down our practice time. :(

it was ONE day before.

i was so exhausted after handball, barely have any energy left to practice cheer.

but this bunch of cheerleaders did not fail to lift my spirit up.

Handball teammates

sheila and her shoes

Handball was fun, i guess.

it was my first and last MSSDHL handball.

unfortunately, someone stole my purse and ipod when i was playing handball. :(

last cheer practice.

damansara seladang cheer. double victory

i owe millions of 'thank you' to all my dearest cheerleaders.

they made my dream come true.

i waited for 5 years and finally.

i dont care what others said, but we deserve it and we won it fair and square. :)

staying up in school till 9 didnt go waste.

them, this bunch of cheerleaders.

they are playful yet serious.

they are lazy yet enthusiastic.

they gave me major headache most of the time but they also have the power to lift up my spirit.

they are the SELADANG cheerleaders. :)

The boys:

Abel: the most enthusiastic cheerleader in the team. claim himself as the best base. have the energy level of 200%. will not stop practicing stunts until he perfects it.

Tzuleong: i actually put him into the squad last minute but i never regret doing it. he doesnt complain and always tried his best. has the nicest ass. :P

David: despite his major authority in school, he listen to my orders without complaining. he always give useful suggestion and ideas to the team. and also the VERY good dancer.

Bernard: never failed to do any tumbling. and also my base, a base i can trust 100%, he will always catch me whenever i fall.

The girls:

Woonyin: my longest working teammates. she joined cheer since form 1 with me. she went through every up and downs with me.

eevon: abel and tzuleong's flyer. fell numerous time while doing stunts with them. always improvise the routine and give suggestion.

angel: the co captain. always with the serious face. and also the best spotter. she's the one who knows when i'm angry and help me to get them in position. and the only one who has full attendance for practice.

eeleng: the one always smiling and laughing. the major person in charge of the formation of SELADANG. in charge when i'm not here. always give suggestion that i cant understand.

brenda lim: improve slowly and in the end become a very good spotter. also the one who has the skills of gymnastic.

hana: my choreographer. help me with the routine. always focus in cheer.

yannie: youngest cheerleader. but not afraid to do stunts. give me the idea of the 'combo' stunts. thank you her for supplying the food everytime.

karmen: youngest cheerleader also. can do major tumbling. can learn step fast and quick. a fine dancer. need to remind her to smile everytime.

brenda law: she joined cheer since form 1. give all her heart to the team. watch her since the first year she joined, improve the most. lightest flyer.

yehbonne: first year cheerleader. a fine dancer. sometimes can be blur but overall

melissa: love cheerleading to her deepest corner of her heart. always try her best. someone who need support because she always thinks she's not good enough. a good quality and also a bad one.

The others:

juann: my manager. volunteer to help the squad. i always get feedback from her about the team and she's the one controlling the music since last year.

ellya: my other choreographer. choreographer dance steps on the spot without fail. give us VERY VERY useful feedback about our routine and improvise it.

march past practice.

'shen' live

sports day 2009

hana

david

david, phoebe

do and re

the pretty phoebe

1 ox and 2 tigers

jiayin

jasmine

the only damansaran i get to take pic with

the lady captain, eevon

woonyin

honkeat

abel

tzuleong

after sports day, outing

karaoke

the silly one

this year is my last year.

my final high school year.

in a blink of eye, everything is over.

no more sports, no more cheering, no more practice 3 hours a day, no more shouting so loud that your voice would crack.

now, i looked back, everything is like a very beautiful dream but the truth is that those are memories that are worth looking back.

i imagined, when i'm old, i have vast number of stories to tell my kids and grandchild. *laugh*

i'll always remember those time. the time we spent together, laugh together, cheer together.

thank you and i applaud for you guys. :)

something random

2009-04-29T16:20:00.000+08:00

during moral class

weishin: teacher, your eyes are big.

teacher: okay. haha

weishin: does you take longer time to blink?

teacher: ...

and the class burst into laughters. that's weishin. :)

22 April 2009

2009-04-19T19:57:00.000+08:00

Interhouse cheer competition.

We are gonna rock the house. :)

I'm so PROUD of my cheerleaders.

Though you guys are VERY playful but you guys gave it all you got.

You guys are more enthusiastic and any cheerleader i have ever seen.

I love you guys. <3

2009-04-17T21:08:00.000+08:00

gathering last week :)

Study skills today was not that bad.

It was quite fun actually.

the first program in line was 'how to prepare a time table for spm'.

We were divided into different class along with the damansaran.

Planning a time table an enjoyment. We had loads of laughter and silly ideas.

After that, we had to share our ideas with damansaran, vice versa.

joy and laughters filled the atmosphere of the room when all of them were presenting.

...

The speaker of BM was Puan ku Zahela. She is a very fluent speaker and she talks very fast.

It was quite difficult for me to catch up with her sentences. :P

During sejarah, i had FUN amazingly.

The tips provided were very useful. I really learnt something today. :)

I hope that tomorrow will be as fun as today.

...

I tried my best to understand.

so everyone is being treated fairly and equally, but i guess i led you to a misunderstanding.

and my action gave a negative effect.

But i'm not going to cry over minor problem like this.

I'll try again and hopefully you will trust me again.

p.s. i realized that my hair is growing longer and longer.

truth or dare.

2009-04-08T19:31:00.000+08:00

truth or dare?

it's been a long time since i actually blog about how i feel.

i'm very confused nowadays.

i stopped moving and hesitate about my dreams.

everyone who has a dream living inside them

makes a beeline toward that dream, and doesnt bother thinking about other things

they dont worry that there are no road signs. as long as they're following their path,

nothing's too difficult.

anyone can live a dream.

at least thats what i think. :)

no one should give up their dreams.

Games Carnival 2009

2009-04-06T18:51:00.000+08:00

G.A.M.E.S. C.A.R.N.I.V.A.L

over....

i think this year's games carnival is by far the most satisfying games carnival in 5 years.

although i didnt win most of the games, but i really try my best and i'm happy.

and i'm so proud of the seladangssss!

This year, we managed to narrow down the gap between us and the top house. :)

now, waiting for INTERHOUSE CHEER COMPETITION!

Is going to be the bomb!!! :)

House Deco.

2009-03-31T18:45:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHH!!!!

house deco just ended and guess what.

S E L A D A N G won!!!

i cant believe it.

we have set a new record in seladang history.

Seladang has never won house deco before in cheras.

i am so proud of you guys, thank you so much.

Prefects camp

2009-03-31T18:22:00.000+08:00

Prefects camp ended few days ago.

And well this is my last prefects camp.

and i had loads of fun.

First day, the seniors had to shower at about 11.45 at night.

and with the sky drizzling and the coldness of the bath water,

we were practically freezing when we shower.

and after that, we were too fresh to sleep actually. haha.

second day, every activities in the schedule was slightly pushed backward.

but it went well.

Despite the thunder that was roaring before the explorace,

we still get to play water balloon after the sky cleared up.

The form 5 seniors were still playing after the juniors left.

it was really fun getting soaked.

At night, senior games wasnt successful but i guess the seniors had fun preparing the game. :)

third day, exam day for the probates.

it went well.

i hope that the probates learnt to be a true prefect. :)

ehehehehehe.

it wasnt all that fun though seeing that view.

ONe more

2009-03-26T22:49:00.000+08:00

finally,

one more day and i am off.

Worrying about accounts tomorrow but i'm still blogging here. :P

The laptop is very tempting.

other good news,

prefects camp is tomorrow.

i'm VERY excited. this is my last year and i'm going to miss the people and all the fun i had.

so good luck to the new generation of prefects, make me proud. :)

love

2009-03-22T21:08:00.000+08:00

very lovely pictures. :)

PS dedicate to my friends :)

2009-03-16T23:00:00.001+08:00

random. very random :)

Random post.

2009-03-15T00:29:00.000+08:00

i love winter. cold places make me it feel so refresh. :)

still craving to go any europe country on a winter season.

Back in line.

2009-03-07T20:10:00.000+08:00

hey.

things have been really crazy around me.

i haven't take the time to breath when everything around me is rushing their way to its place. XD

anyway, i came back from AUSTRALIA about a week ago.

and, it was fun, i guess.

well, it was our last trip for interact club.

moreover, i met my dear senior, AZZA.

i miss her so much.

of course, i will not miss out the cuddly khong fwu and yeung fwu. :)

will update pictures soon.

when i was back to school, i was directly announced about the world maths day competition.

the next day, everyone started completing the maths equation within 1 minute.

everyone was so addicted to it.

" Maths party", can you put this two words side to side? haha. YES

anyway, it was FUN.

Exam is next week.

frankly speaking, i'm not really worry about it.

not idea why. but i am scared at the fact that i am not worry.

I shall go to study now. chao. :)

2009-02-25T22:20:00.000+08:00

cempakans down under???

i'll update soon.

p.s. CONGRATS to seladang. :)

Exhausted.

2009-02-20T23:07:00.000+08:00

i know i have not been updating my blog.

but i'm just too exhausted and tired.

meetings and school cut out quarter of my energy.

staying back in school till 5.30 for sports has already cut out half of my energy.

and tuition after school took the rest of it.

I'm not lost.

i'm not unhappy.

i'm just simply physically down.

Valentines Day.

2009-02-15T23:16:00.000+08:00

I know it is weird to say this, but i am really glad that valentines is over.

people who suffer with me should know.

so, i really want to thanks all the INTERACTORS and also some non-interactors who helped out during the week.

THANK YOU SO MUCH!

and like i promised, i am going to 'belanja' all of you someday. :)

******

and also to,

weishin, david, joshua, karmoon, jiayin, woonyin, xinyou, jesslyn, eevon, eeleng, sookyee, zhiwei, wenwu, chiqin, catherine, presley, calvin, karmen, joeytan, kienmeng. :)

Valenties Day.

2009-02-09T14:55:00.000+08:00

Valentines day coming up.

i'm as busy as last year Valentines Day.

trying to make everyone valentines day a blast.

hopefully, this year valentines day, there will be no mistake.

good bye.

2009-02-09T14:53:00.001+08:00

good bye. :)